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Monday, March 29, 2004

Yesterday I did not blog so here goes. I went to work in the morning and dear sent me there. So sweet. I am so lazy. I can see that he is really tired but he wake up nonetheless to pick me up. After work, which ends at around 1pm, I went over to his place as he was still sleeping. I wait for him to wake up till I fell asleep too beside him. Finally he woke up at 4 and we head to Bugis to shop. We went to CRC for a while and I saw some of my old friends. We then walk from CRC to Plaza Singapura. I bought a NO MORE TEARS shampoo and some crayons for my little cousins at Carrefour and i took a pic of a human sized pin carebear that is the same one as the one i have at home!.

We then head to Cineleisure's Cathy Bowl. This is the first time I went there and the first time I see what Cosmic Bowl is all about. So disco like but no one dare to dance. I like to dance not bowl so that place is kind of out for me. Nonetheless, though I am whiny and starting to show some attitude problem, I will still accompany my dear to watch him play.

I went home at about 1am in the morning and woke up at 6am because I went to the Chinese cemetery to visit my late grandfather. We sat in this lorry, which is damn small to squeeze more than ten people ok. Every one in the family sat in that lorry from 6am to 10.00am and why is that so? Cause of the BIG traffic jam. The weather is so hot and the sun is shining so bright that I have turned red. SUN BURN! Sucks! I have not had sunburn since like 2 yrs already?

Sorry peeps for not being able to update for the past few days. My mood now sucks. I've just finish watching Darren Lim and Evelyn Tan's wedding program on Channel U. So touching, I cried. After must persuasion or should I say giving out almost thousands of red packet money to the bride's maid, Darren eventually entered the house to meet his beautiful bride. The look on his face, tells me how much he actually loves her and he actually cried. In my heart I am wondering that on the day of my wedding, will my groom look at me that way? With tears in his eyes and in his thoughts thinking that finally, he can have me as his lawful wife. Fine! I am only 20. A little too young to be thinking about this at the moment but hey, I do want to marry someone who truly loves me. I am thinking that what if Kenny doesn't feel that way. I am be crying my heart out ok. I think too much and I know he hates that. Oops.

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Friday, March 26, 2004

I hate people taking me for granted. I don't know why but I treat all of my friends nicely. In fact I treat them the best. I am always looking out for them, caring for them and also do what ever I can for them. It's so sad to know they take me for granted. I know they know that I am like this attitude and all to the whole damn world but they know I dun treat them like that. I do not wish to name names but even so I feel they won't even know that they are in the wrong. It's sad to say but heck why do I even give a damn. Others often ask me why I dun give a damn especially to people I don't know. It is because I don't see why there is a need to. It's usually a waste of time. They don't know you so why would they even appreciate. I bet the next time they see you, they don't even remember who the fuck you are.

So, should I give a damn to people I know too? I am wondering and considering. It is not only 1 person but it's more than 2! i think.. is it? Fine! I admit I will still continue to care for some, e.g. dear and yanyan and Sharon and Siti. Ok also to empy also but den again he is one of those mentioned. HAHAHA but still he deserve me to poke him in the eye with a french fry. Sighx.. dunno what the hell is wrong with him. Got some problems with his health still can make a joke about it with me. Telling me how all his love is locked up in his heart. Yayayayaya.. Give him one punch see he wanna love not. Wake him up a little.

People, who I care, hurt me one too a many time and one of them is just an online friend that I have. He free then reply me. Got girlfriend troubles then tell me. Then happy that time just heck care me. Fuck right this type of people. Then again why the fuck do I give a shit when seriously he do not mean a thing to me at all. I did not even see this guy before. Silly me. Getting all emotional and all.

Conclusion: It hurts so much that I am getting numb to all these shit already.

P/S*: By the way, i have added a new thingy called the ShoutBox or Chatterbox so you guys can chat there with me. I am so smart. A few moments i was talking to Yan asking her to ask her friend to help me but I can't wait! I want it now! and there you have it! My own ChatterBox all done myself! Yippie! Also the comment thingy below is so damn laggy, either i have a solution in a few days from that damn website or i will remove it entirely. Wat a waste of time.

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Wednesday, March 24, 2004

Today i got insulted by this guy call rapster.. ok fine i do not feel insulted.. lolx coz wateva he said i knw its not true! well coz i say i cute.. he buay song.. (at least i nv say i pretty ok) den he wanna insult me.. zzz wrong ger to mess wif. esp when u come to a channel full of my friends.. first he say i got big ugly frog eyes.. yayaya like i believe.. he dunno how many pple out there who would wan eyes like mine.. hey i am not boasting or what but its true.. What i am saying is that he is saying those out there who wants eyes like mine, that they wan big ugly frog eyes.. he also say i not cute.. yayaya i care.. my kenny think i cute can liao.. anyway i am the princess in my dear's heart.. den later he come apologise say he dun mean it.. the more he look at my pic the more cute he think i am.. i dun need him to tell me! deardear tell me can liao!

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Monday, March 22, 2004

Nothing much happened today but this!

At 1.15am, some idiot called me.

Me: Hello? Who's this?

Idiot: Can I speak to Emma please?

Me: Ya who you?

Idiot: Someone u don't know.

Me: Then you call me for fuck?

Idiot: my friend gave me your num.

Me: Sorry I not interested and ask your friend not to be so boliao to give people my number. * toot *

Fuck it. Spoil my lovely day. And I did say call me for fuck. Well that's me. Take it or leave it. I think that guy must have regret calling the wrong girl. Lolx Conclusion: never call people you don't know if not u might get some mad bitch screaming at you instead of making a new friend or worse, when u are so desperate in finding a new girlfriend.

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Sunday, March 21, 2004

Today is a day full of mixed feelings. I feel pretty upset in the morning as I know that today, on this freaking Saturday, I have to be alone. Without my dear by my side. If u just take a look at my face, it's so depressing. Well I promised dear I wouldn't go out. I will be a good girl and stay home, as I know he would be worried. Dear told me that he has a surprise for me. At roughly 12+ I will receive something from a deliveryman. These few days I have been trying to get it out from him, as I want to know exactly what is in stall for me? Too bad he refused to reveal any information. Darn! I waited till 1+. Nothing! No one came, then I called dear to ask him if I still need to wait for that idiot deliveryman or not! I ask dear how come got deliveryman. Confirm must spend more then an amount then they will deliver for him. He told me that it cost more than $50. I ask him to give me hint. He say that can be use one. If not can be put on display. My next question is: is it pink? Haha.. He told me that it is not.

Than I got tired of waiting, how can someone be paid to deliver something be late? I called dear to tell him. And he told me that he would call that guy to ask him to deliver to my house. I was pretty pissed actually. Reason 1: I can't meet my dear. Reason 2: that deliveryman fucked up my surprise. So pathetic me I took a train back to Bishan. And let me add this in, I am alone!!! Dear called me a few times when I was on the train. I don't really feel like talking much as I was still upset.

I reached my home's bus stop. So happens that at the same time, dear called me. I picked up the phone. He asked me where am I. I told him that I below my house. Then he says "eeh dear today wear black wor." Crap lolx I wear black almost everyday! Then he asked me to look around the car park. I saw my dear's car! I got shocked! How is that possible? He is supposed to be confined. At that time I was pretty happy and angry at the same time. I got into his car and I quickly hugged him. Then I cry. I am so happy to see him.

Conclusion: my dear cost $50. And he knows how to give me a good surprise.

So we actually wanted to grab a bite and watch movie. I suggest we go meet Ronald and yanyan. So we all meet up at Great World City to watch Scooby Doo 2. Ron and Yan brought along their friends, Alex and Xiuping. Wow we are on triple dates. Now that's a first for me. I find Xiuping cute and pretty. Something is just special about her. Haha ooh well enough about that before I get jealous. Before I forget, I want to tell u all how happy I am to see yanyan. So long never meet her Liao since New Year's shopping.

Ooh yah we also went to orchard for a while, as yanyan and Ronald want to buy couple rings. So sweet the both of them. Dear actually asked me if I want to get a ring for us too. Its not that I don't want but I remember that dear mention before that he buy also he cannot wear as NS they cannot wear accessories. Its ok with me la as I do not really need those things. If I really want a ring I can buy it for myself. I am not poor what but I think I will soon be. Meanwhile I also bought myself a chain for my pendant which dear bought for me.

After the movie, dear and I left the two loving couples as we head home to spend some quality time together. I love to just hug dear and sleep. At 12 midnight, dear ask me to rest and sleep a while. Maybe for 15 minutes as he will wake me up to send me home. I just sleep and the next moment I woke up, its 3am already. Haha so I quickly wake him up to send me home.

So happy, tomorrow can see dear again. Thanks dear for the surprise. I really love it and I am so happy to see you.

Can't wait for Wednesday when dear book out. I have already bought the ingredients to cook lasagne for him. Yummy! With lots of cheese!!

Also on Saturday I will be going to Sim Lim Square to buy the Logitech™ Cordless MX™ DUO for my love. I think it is going to cost me about $150-$160. Though I am trying to save now cause of my studies but this little bit if can make dear happy I don't mind. He's been really sweet and he has bought me lots of stuff too. Thanks dear.. I love ya.

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Tuesday, March 16, 2004

Have you ever seen cars with the sign "Baby on Board" before? Sometimes I wonder if there really is a baby in there. Maybe the government should impose that those without a baby in their cars are not allowed to put that sign. Well call me whatever you want but hey if a baby is in the car and we have to sort of give way to them, I agree. But not those crappy people who put there and chey! Nothing at all man!
Well next! Nowadays, I am sort of fustrated with all this university applications. Damn it. Why is it so complicated? I even thought of going to apply for NUS and NTU. FAT hope right? How can a girl like me get into such good university? Ok I admit that I am rather smart but I am smart in the wrong kind of way. Me and my stupid ideas that always let me get whatever I want. But hey that's something isn't it?
Really getting very sick with my job nowadays. Seriously, working in a statutory board. CPF sucks let me tell you. No staff well fare and nothing! They treat you like dogs. If any of you were to go to CPF and want something that you can't get, just complain. Complaining will get you whatever you want.
Overall, work sucks. School sucks too. Nothing is good.
I must get into my head that I must study well and not waste mummy's money. me!!

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