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Tuesday, July 27, 2004

I am having mixed and complicated feelings now. I am angry + upset + pissed.

I dun even feel like meeting him today.. just wanna be alone seriously.. or maybe just dun wanna see him. The thought of him lying to me makes me fucking sick.
Anything he tells me are like lies.. Big fat fucking lies.. Tell me about it.. As if i do not have enough boyfriends in the past to cause me such agony. Fuck it..
Now i know what it is like to be stupid enough to trust anymore.

Example : Tried calling him once i reached home.. before he says i dun care abt him anymore. I called.. He cancelled my call. FINE! maybe press wrong.. so i called again..
Cancel again. In my head, I was thinking, " NB go out with one friend must hang up my call one meh? Which cb friend so impt that he can't even pick up my fucking call"
Everytime when i go out with him, having dinner, shopping, or whateva, he will be busy smsing someone. who? no fucking idea. All he can say is "friend".. Yea all his damn
friends no name one lo. Fine lo.. his friend his taiji.. next time i sms someone he better not ask me too. I got too many friends to mention names to him.

Nb when he ask me I have to tell him. When i ask him its just his FRIEND. blah whateva.

So he sms me say he watching movie with his friend. I was thinking, "NB watch movie nv bring me.. everytime i wanna watch movie i confirm will wait for him one lo. Next time i dun care already..
What he wanna do is his problem... blah blah blah I dun care.. I got other things to care abt.

Den he said he is with his friend Kelvin.."right who knows its some Lucy, Nancy or Amy." So i sms him back to say.. "Yea if it is a girl, ask her to go to the toilet to fuck herself"

Pissed ar.. but den again.. WHATEVA!!

I better get other things to do to make me busy... Woohoo name me some activities.. I really have no idea..

Not to forget. This guy in IRC nick B0ing. Pissing me off by trying to get my attention and telling me how much he "love me" and like me.. right...
Not interested.. seriously.. friends still ok.. i dunno u..

Ever since I've been transfered to CPF Main Office, I've known a few guys.. I can't help but feel that a certain guy there.. nah ah.. shall not name names.. not gonna mention which dept too, is trying to get my attention.
Please dun tell me its my wishful thinking. I know how to differenciate when it comes to such things ok.. His always like treating me so nice and all.. Way nicer than the other guys.. fine fine whateva.. my wishful thinking. I hope so too.. Don't want it to be real too.. haha

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Sunday, July 25, 2004

I feel like a stupid fool.. i really do.. kinda hurt.. its like a knife being stab into my heart. So painful.. i cried my heart out. I think i am damn stupid.. Being so naive and all.. Well maybe the problem lies with me.. I am borned to be lied to by my bfs.. how cool is that... everytime we quarrel it always seems like its my fault.. coz he is like Mr nice guy but no one knows what actually happened... Do u think i still dare to love someone anymore? i dunno.. dun wanna think already.. I hate those people who look upon us and still can label me as demanding.. If u dun know any shit between us, please keep ur blardy mouth shut. Morons. To him: I love u baby.. I always do.. I hope u are happy and dun regret what u did or say.. We shall see what will happen to us from now on.

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Tuesday, July 20, 2004

Hmm.. read an interesting article today on kissing.. got this off streats papers on the 20/7/2004 written by Ms Janice Wong.

When a kiss is not a kiss

By Janice Wong

SIZE doesn’t matter, but too much saliva certainly does.

Just ask my leggy friend Shirley.

She has just struck a man off her to-see-again list after a bad kiss. Recalling with a wince, she said: “He was slobbering all over my chin like a dog.”

I was sympathetic. You would be, too, if you’ve had a boyfriend who had a vacuum cleaner for a mouth and who thought the whole point of kissing was to suck out your tonsils.

You don’t want to hurt his feelings by telling him that his kissing... er... sucks, so you tell him that you had a strict religious upbringing, are unaffectionate by nature and would much rather talk.

Kissers are like karaoke singers – the good ones don’t think they are good and the bad ones don’t think they are bad.

For me, the No 1 turnoff is smoking. It’s my deal-breaker. No matter how charming a man may be and how sparkling the dinner went, the moment he lights a cigarette, he can kiss our goodnight kiss goodbye.

I don’t see why a man cannot abstain from smoking when I can take pains to gargle and moisturise my lips with balm daily.

Sucking on minty sweets mitigates the situation a little, but the smoke still lingers in the breath somehow.

As far as food goes, avoid obvious no-nos such as garlic and durian. I also notice that dairy-based drinks such as milkshakes tend to leave a yucky film on the tongue. So sip an icy gin and tonic instead – it leaves a fresh, bittersweet taste.

But all that aside, it doesn’t get much worse than when a man asks a woman if he can kiss her.

If you have to ask, the answer is “no”.

The best French kiss is anticipated yet unexpected, shared by two persons who care about each other in a very special way.

It happens so naturally and imperceptibly, you don’t even need to think about how to do it right. Your heads tilt. You draw closer. Your lips lock. Your eyes close.

The kiss is slow and soft enough so that nobody feels violated, and ardent enough to convey longing and confidence.

The pace picks up until your toes tingle and your heart freefalls.

But before you let the tender moment overwhelm you, be sure you are prepared for the implications.

You can fudge air-kissing as culture, handholding as gallantry and a peck on the cheek as friendliness, but there is no such thing as a platonic French kiss, unless you are drunk, and even that is questionable.

Once you do the French thing, you are likely to have set certain expectations in terms of how special and physical the relationship is shaping up to be.

You’d also have crossed the lines of friendship, and – trust me – it is very difficult to get back there.

Besides French, there are many other pleasurable ways to pucker up.

Some like light, fluttering kisses. Others like a hungry kiss out of the blue.

Different strokes for different folks.

And don’t just confine smooching to the face. There’s the very erogenous neck and shoulder, the small of the back...

I could go on but, as a regular reader reminded me the other day, Streats is also read by the impressionable young – so we will stop right there.

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There you go.. i can't help but admit i realli do love to kiss. Muakx. Well not just anyone, but with that someone special. Kissing is something special.. It can make your heart beat real fast and sometimes it makes u feel shy and all. Haha thinking of it really puts a smile on my face. Tts all for now.. i guess. Off to dream abt kissing my special someone *wink* !

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Saturday, July 10, 2004

Costronic Sim Lim Square LvL 4 - Bad service, Bad attitude, Bad staff

tsktsktsk.... Can't believe it i actually bought so much things from there...Their after service sux...

First time i went back to them, I approached one of the staff to seek help. They told me to wait for 5 mins, which actually took 15 mins, for them to check for me what is wrong.

After waiting, they told me that i have to come back the next day as they are closing in 15 mins and he still got a lot more coms to attend to (wtf right?) So i asked one of the staff, i said, "nvm, i can wait.. how many more u got?" And the reply i got was, "ITS NONE OF UR BUSINESS" There is only 2 indian guys who are servcing the coms at the end of the shop. One always wears long sleeves with colour. That ass who gave me that reply was the other one who likes to wear shirts. I have a lot of personal insulting remarks to say abt him actually haha.... This is no way for customer service.. tell me abt it.. i know this more than any of them..

So, bo pian.. ok la one of the guy there, after me getting all angry and agitated, provided me some information on what is actually happening. So i left my com there and went back the next day to collect.

When i brought back the com, i can't fix the graphic card. My bf took it out and we found out that one part of it was not in place but still attached to the grahpic card. I was so blardy angry lo. How many times they want me to go back man.

So i went with a good friend of mine who knows quite a bit about computer. I showed it to him and he told me to go back ask them to change. There i was.. showing to this chinese guy if i am not wrong his name is gary. I was looking at it, and i told him one of the part is not in place, i even pointed it out to him where that is. One touch from him, the whole thing came off. I was like, "I told u already don't touch it is spoiled already. In my mind was more like, " you blardy fool, now u make spoil already how the f*** can i change man."

Anyway this fool likes to use cars as example. Don't come talk LJ with me.. If u can't fix my problem, don't make it worse.I spoke to the Boss. He told me that when i brought that thing over, it is already broken. Ask me don't talk NONSENSE and accuse his staff. Ooh well tt blardy fool being such a coward and all of coz deny that he broke it and push it to me...He even threaten me, wanting to review their video cam. I was like, "All the better, bring it on, i'll see what u have" In the end he gave some lame excuses again and din wanna show it to me.. awww....They keep on insisting on me making ANOTHER trip and i have to go to the distributor's place which is Ban Leong at kaki bukit. and i have to bear all charges even tt additional ones made by tt fool.My friend and i was like wth... attitude staff with a worse kind of boss.. no wonder i was wondering how they got that from...

Maybe i look young, maybe i am a girl but if u think i am easy to bully u better think twice. Poor me.. I am going to report this to the Consumer Association of Singapore and which ever organisation i can find. Even if I did not gain anything from this, I will let them be aware of what this company is. And also don't think we consumers are stupid enough to let u treat us this way. I am sure u guys out there heard a lot abt this "black" shop too.So people out there.. This is a warning for ya...

I am voicing out my opinion as a consumer and all these facts are true.. I am a true live example of what this shop actually does for their customers. If you don't believe u can ask that shop, it just happened a few days ago... of coz u can try it all u wan but dun say i din warn ya... *evil laughter*I am not trying to be mean, I wun be unless i get treated this way.

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Saturday, July 03, 2004

Haha one of the happiest day of my life! Weee... today i celebrated my birthday, 21st bday to be exact. I was having a BBQ at my house downstairs. Weee we had BBQ and Buffet too. And my Aunt bought me a v large Cake! Its a Key Shaped cake. I also recieved a lot of presents. Haha a few of my favs is a computer that was set up by my dear, My v good friend sharon who gave me the meteor garden 2 VCD set, and a hair curler and straighter set. Not to forget a new bottle of Miracle perfume bought by my aunt. I love all my presents. All of them!So happy that so many of them turned up at my party. Wee.. actual bday is on the 6th July. Wonder how will we be celebrating it.. muakx

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