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Amelyn
my age: getting older everyday
my DOB: 6th July 1983
my job: Client Servicing
my office: Some foreign bank..
mail: starlightdoll@hotmail.com


She is.
LaZy
VaiN
StuBBorN
KTV QueeN
BeinG herselF

She Loves.

her fatfat
her friends
her bags
pink!
strawberries
shopping
Louis Vuitton
jewellery
chocolates
hugs
kisses


She Hates
Shallow Guys
Hypocrites
idiots
cowards
backstabbers
to be lonely
excuses
to cry
to be hurt
to be misunderstood
to work




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Friday, April 29, 2005


Just finish 2 weeks of withdrawal training! Its so fun!! haha enjoyed myself with the girls!!

Had a busy week as well as a fruitful one too..

Seen and hear a lot of things.. good and bad...

Dunno how to explain but i hope i will be safe and sound..

dunno wat i'm talking abt right? Nvm..

haha dunno la hope everything turns out well!!!

Emjoy the pictures!!

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me and my colleagues during training!!!

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this one a bit blur!

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The famous Van Goh! So cute right@!?? haha everytime i see i wana laugh!!

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just us!

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Monday, April 25, 2005


I went with the girls to east coast park on sat to blade. hahaha so fun! love the 2 babes!! love u all!! haha

nothing much to say la

sunday i went swimming with zh.. kns! swimming tt time got 1 indian guy scratch my thigh!!! I so angry lo.. dunno he purposely or wat i wanna slap him de le.. pain le.. !@#!@#!@#!@# sobx
dun say le.. relax... wait cannot breathe ar hahaa

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zh took this for me!!

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me with messy hair

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zh call us the 3 disqualified charlie's angel.. haha.. dunno wat sharon is doing.. smelling my butt i guess hahahaha

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haha a picture i took of zh!! nice right!! i tried to create the cool effect lolx

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zh and sharon of coz!

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me and sharon in cab!!!

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the 3 of us sharing desert.. we love each other!!!

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nice deserts eh?

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Friday, April 22, 2005


Dunno what's wrong with me nowadays...

2 nights ago, while using the computer, i nearly fainted.. my head was heavy and I nearly black out.

Ok fine i was in a not so happy conversation with someone at tt time but its nth to do with tt..

Den since yesterday, suddenly my heart will beat v fast. I can feel it man.. it scares me..
I experience breathing difficulty also... and no i was not tired or panting.. i dunno why like tt also..

I guess should not be serious.. I hope so..

Was chatting with Kenny just now.. dunno should i tell him or not also..
Guess he got his own problems too, i can take care of myself..so just dun say bah..

maybe tml go visit doctor or something if i am free

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Thursday, April 21, 2005


This is hilarious! Be sure to read thewarning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy!

1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific testsfind that when women make love they produceamounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth.=============

2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces yourchances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and bemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.=============

3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.=============

4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable thanswimming 20 laps, and you don't need specialsneakers! =============

5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. Itreleases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.=============

6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones.These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sexcrazy! =============

7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM.=============

8. Kissing each day will keep the dentistaway. Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the teeth and lowers the level of the acid that causes decay, preventing plaque build-up.=============

9. Sex actually relieves headaches. Alovemaking session can release the tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain.=============

10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever.=============

This message has been sent to you for goodluck in sex. The original is in a room in the basement of the Dwight House Pub. It has been sent around the world nine times.

Now sex has been sent to you. The "Hot Sex Fairy" will visit you within four days of receiving this message, provided you, in turn, send it on.If you don't, then you will never receive good sex again for the rest of your life. You will eventually become celibate, and your genitals will rot and fall off. This is no joke! Send copies to people you think need sex (who doesn't?).

Don't send money,as the fate of your genitals has no price. Do not keep this message. This message must leave your e-mail in 96 hours. Please send ten copies and see what happens in four days.Since the copy must tour the world, you mustsend it. This is true, even if you are not superstitious.

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Hehe, saw this from another forum...very cute and funny

11.05pm, guy and gal were chatting happily, when guy uncontrollably yawns

bad example

gal (sounding out): you feeling sleeping??
guy: yeah, tired from work...
gal (sounds concern): ok, shan't disturb u, go and sleep lah
guy: ok, you have an early nite too..
guy hangs up the phone.
5 min later, phone rings

awaken by the phone rings, guy: hello?

gal: .............
guy: who's this?
gal (feeling unjust): you felt very bothered by me is it?
guy (confused): huh? what?
gal: .............
guy: why? what happened?
gal: you find me very bothersome is it?
guy: bothersome? why you said this??
gal: ..............
guy: what's the matter? how i would know if you dun say it out?
gal: we are chatting halfway, and you yawn, and went off to sleep...
guy: b...but, you are the one who ask me to go to sleep...
gal: you already said want to sleep already, what else u want me to say?
guy: haiz... if you wanna chat, just say so... what for tell me to go sleep, and feeling unhappy in the end?
gal: since when i'm unhappy?
guy: isn't this unhappy? ok ok, i won't sleep the next time, will that do?
gal: what's the point? i want you to chat with me willingly, and not because afraid that i will be unhappy...

in the end, guy spend another ½ comforting gal, actual sleep time is 11.40pm, plus the earlier argument, he did not have a good sleep. what worse is the gal may argue with the same thing again the next day.

good example

gal (sounding out): you feeling sleepy?
guy (tired vocal, but sound interested) : abit, tired from work. but you have not finished talking, carry on, i will be listening.
gal (felt consoled): orh, but since you are tired, go and sleep then (still sounding out)
never fall into the trap and hang up the phone
guy: there's no afternoon break today, indeed more tiring. how abt i give u a call tomorrow morning. let's chat awhile more ok? (tells the reason, and offer make up measure)
gal: oh ok. go and sleep now, you must be tired.
gal is willing to let guy go sleep, but guy must do a bit more than this
guy: so what time you are going to sleep?
gal: not sure, probably a bit later.
guy: ok, but not too late, not good for health. i will be heart pain one hor...
gal (feeling loved): ok lah...
guy: i love you the most! (even if eyes are shutting also must remember to say this impt words, else all effort wasted)
gal: i loved you too, have a good rest! (happy till can float liao)
guy: ehmm...
gal hang up the phone

in the end, 11.10pm. guy sleep peacefully, and probably a morning call from gal the next day...

conclusion 1:

female wants feeling and care. most of the time, female's logic cannot be figure out with a reasoning mind.

conclusion 2:

say a few more touching words, concerning lines, will save you more than ½hr of precious time

conclusion 3:

when encounter the above situation, must always let the gal hang up the phone first. else it will be disastrous...

conclusion 4:

if your gf isn't like the one in the example, then congrats to u! treasure her!

but if otherwise, dun accuse her of being unreasonable. what she wants is very simple..

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Sunday, April 17, 2005


This post is for my 2 best girl friends.

Have not been feeling very well these few days... just v depressed and not being myself... well seems like this has been going on for quite some time already..

Was chatting with 2 of my gal friends just now... one of them suddenly asked what i think of her..

First of all, I would like to thank those who ever tolerate my nonsense.. I am a person who may not be what I seem at times.. When i am with a group of people, at times altho it may seem that i am very friendly and talk a lot.. the actual me is actually quite reserved.. i dun usually go and know others.. I get a few funny comments from my 2 gal pals and here are some examples..

1) I like to cling onto my friends and love ones.. Every time when there is a lot of people around me, i will get scared and cling onto them. Yes its true and i have no idea why..

2) My confidence.. yes dearies.. u know me, when i wan something i make sure i work hard for it.. i stand up for my rights and i'm not scared of doing things.. but sad to say, i have changed in this bit as i dunno why.. i can't seem to be as confident as before.

3) i have a glib tongue.. thanks ar.. doesn't mean u cannot outtalk me u call me tt ar haha jk la! If i dun have a glib tongue, wait people bully u how? who will be there to save u.. but me! I should thank god for giving me this talent as it helped me a lot in life. e.g. my job.

4) I get provoked easily.. True.. haha i'm short tempered but den again i forgive people easily too.. guess i am too temperamental..

5) Frankness - yes yes this maybe a good as well as a bad thing depends on how u look at it. Ok i suck at lying to people. I say things i feel although sometimes it hurts other's feelings.. but nowadays i have toned down a lot already.. but nonetheless if let's say i see something wrong, i will not stand there and do nth and let my friends get into deep shit and regret later for not helping..

6) thrifty - ya i know i do shop and buy things but i buy those tt i really wan and like de ok. everytime i will wan to buy a lot of things.. but i only end up with the things i wan or i dun buy. Money is impt to me.. i wanna save for my future.

7) Knowing what i wan.. yes i do not live my life aimlessly.. I have aims and goals that i wanna accomplish. They may not turned out as what i expected but at least i know i have tried and put in all my effort. Life is short. This is a good thing!! i am glad u all can tell that i have aims as it shows that i am really doing it instead of just saying.. coz i nv ever say out what my aims are actually.. lolx

8) Mind of my own - yes i am stubborn and hard to please at times... but no le not really le.. at times i may say but in my heart i am actually v contented le.. i will try to change this bad pt of me maybe life would be much simpler den.

9) I like to complain a lot! haha i am customer service officer le.. everyday hear people complain till i tell u if u need me to lodge a complain for u, i'll be darn good at it knowing what to say and what pts to tackle already.. ya la but i say only nv actually do much.. sometimes i complain coz its the only way to vent my fustration instead of doing silly things.

There are more i know but u girls are so kind to let me off with just this little pts lolx...

There are actually a few inner feelings that i nv say.. just like u all say.. say also wun have a solution. I guess so.. so i've save u all from any further agony.

At times people asked why do i behave this way.. but do they know how much i have been thru in the past? My family, my sec sch life? How horrible people treat me just coz i think differently or how much insults i get just cause i use to be so much fatter. You all nv been thru what i did that's why at times i do put a strong front in order not to get hurt as i am actually very soft hearted and weak. I may not be as lucky as some others and even till today.. those tt i actually care about and treat them v well take me for granted and nv spare a thought for my feelings. Well i guess humans are selfish.. they just wan themselves to be happy.. and tt includes myself.. I wun blame them but just try to understand why they are feeling this way and still be there even though they might nv appreciate a single thing ever. I will just patiently wait for the day to come when they realised everything i have done.. but even if they dun, its ok.. at least i tried my best and i wun turn back and regret not doing anything at all in the first place.

Now is my turn to rant abt my 2 best gal pals.

Girl 1
To you.. yes u know who u are..
I'm very happy to know you.. and thank god for letting me know you.. when i'm sad or i cry, i know although u may not know what to say to me or understand why i am feeling this way but u still got console me..
As for how you are, yea i do admit at times i dunno what you are thinking about.. things u say sometimes seem funny and lame.. ooh ya ur jokes tt is.. not funny de le... but nonetheless i still love u. Thanks for being there to listen to me.. Thanks for being there for me during my bday.. and thanks for keep on asking me to drink alcoholic drink ah~~ hahaha dun bluff!!!!!!! Will always remember the times we 2 go watch scary movies. As much as we are scared, both of us still wanna watch and everytime we watch, we pray that the movie will end soon. *hugx*

Girl 2
As for the other siao one.. haha yes u are crazy at times also.. we both are strong headed individual.. altho in the past we do not see eye to eye in a lot of things but at least now we do! both of us are starting to do stupid things already e.g. shopping online at 3am... maybe we should one day punch all the stupid tikopehs at the swimming pool... haha and yes shopping!! i think we need tt a lot haha.. be it online shopping or movies... ooh ya talk abt movies.. nx time will tie u to the chair when we watch scary movies.. haha den we can watch without being scared by u instead of the movie. Girl, u are my slimming role model and also of coz make up la dressing too. Always got tips will share de.. dun complain so much abt urself le.. you are v beautiful liao.. u should help us improve!! haha.. *hugx*

love u 2 girls!

I wanna go ktv.. sing my heart out.. altho at times u girls see that i maybe laughing, but i'm sure u can feel deep inside me i maybe actually crying.. Girl 1 should know more of this as in the past i did tell u before of how i feel abt relationships and stuff. u girls should know how much i love this guy. As much as i wanna move on, it still hurts deep and thanks for being so understanding. I wanna be the old bubbly me.. to be happy inside and out.. just pray tt i can do it soon ok?

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Friday, April 15, 2005


Today I went KTV with Sharon San! So fun we sing like mad!

was thinking abt Uncle Vincent's sms the whole day.. (see previous entry if u dunno what i am talking abt.)

anyway come home tt time v sianx so i took some pics of myself in the kitchen! If you wanna know of all places why WHY the kitchen?

Its coz its the brightest there lolx but still... not bright enough.. still v dim if not will look nicer

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I am bored..

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close up!

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just me

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ke ai ma?

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my fat face

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messy hair!

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huh?

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guess what i am looking at?

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Thursday, April 14, 2005


I just came back from swimming! hehe I went swimming with Zhen Hui today.. Had a good chat with her which makes me understand her a little more better.. So happy to have a friend who finally stays near me!

We went shopping! I saw a bikini, same as my red one but its green and its only $16. On offer le.. i bought $56 last time le.. wanna cry le.. since i liked it i just buy lo hehe.. its nice on me also ma..

This morning Shawn contacted me ask me if i know any property agent. Den i thought of Eunice. Not wanting to disturb Kenny, I smsed Uncle Vincent to check with him if Eunice is still dealing with property. Of coz la! Help those i know ma.. if she managed to get a good deal for my fren too its good also.. benefit both parties... Anyway Eunice is a very nice person also hehe..

Uncle Vincent smsed me something that was rather surprising but of coz it made me smile.. He asked me to visit him when i am free.. I guess maybe i would one day depends on certain factors.

That made me happy as in the past, when i was with Kenny, his parents treated me well and of coz i love his family very much too.. spending a lot of time with them, joining them in all gatherings. Even when Kenny is not free to be there with them, they will bring me out as if i am part of the family already.

Well haha *shrugx*

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Do you know how it feels like when at times u need someone there for u but yet u can't seem to find anyone?

Or that you try your best to lend a helping hand to others but yet only to feel that u have been taken for granted and that its as if u owe them a favour. Not only did u not get thanked for the effort but yet... sighx nvm..

Nowdays i see a few changes to some people and it actually surprised me as it's so completely not what i expected. Guess that's part of life..

I wish i could be selfish not to care about how others feel so maybe I would not be so upset. I wish i could be like last time.. Only care about myself and as long as i am happy, its enough.

But i no longer bear to do that anymore... Caused Kenny used to tell me i have to spare a thought for others first and not only care just for myself. I guess i never used to heed his advice till my world turned upside down.

And because of this, I will try my best to do what I was told to.. If that's what you wan, I will try.. even tho it hurts me a lot..

I just wish to be happy.. really happy.. and i am waiting for the day the time comes when I will get what i really wished and prayed for everyday. You know what it is..

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Monday, April 11, 2005


Today is sunday.. and i shall declare it PATHETIC SUNDAY

what a terrible day it is for me.

So pathetic and miserable.

I have to respect decisions but no one consider about how i feel or what i wan. When i resent, its like its my fault tt i nv spare a tot for them.. I'm not transparent.. I got my feelings too.

Its so about you you you you you..

My friends and others who i care about are so like tt nowadays. Taking me for granted and all.

But its ok.. as long as they are happy. I cannot say anything also ma.. I dun wanna appear to look pathetic. I can't cry too. I have to be strong.

I dunno why but nowadays nothing can make me cry except for one thing in particular.. but i wun wanna show it also.. must REN!

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3 da hao jie mei! i love u 2

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Saturday, April 09, 2005


went blading with the gers yesterday.

Szeyao, Pat and Bogay joined us too.

As i am the slowest and also the one who dunno how to blade, the guys are gentlemen enough to slow down to look after me as i have been causing a number of accidents to the other bladers down there.

In total, i caused a girl who dunno how to blade too to fall and also a little boy to fall off his bike. Ok the little boy is so cute lo.. he somemore come and ask me.. "you fall down is it? are u ok? pain or not" wah lao so paiseh but he so cute. i think he is only 4-5 yrs old.

Having the guys there is also another problem... You see.. there was once where by i crash into group of people on bicycles. I think teenagers.. I sorta crash into a guy.. and Szeyao said, "wah lao emma everytime fall also wanna fall into cute guys" damn..

I shouted back to him, "I haven even see his face lo" den blade away. While doing that one of the guys there shouted "WAH LAO EH" god so paiseh all thanks to SY ar!! I realli nv see his face what and till now i still dunno who i crashed into.

I fell down a lot of times and most of the time i made myself fall coz i know if i dun fall, i'll fall into the drain or into a tree. which will be worse..

I guess Pat and Szeyao buay tahan me falling already esp when i go down the slope and they offer to help me whenever i start screaming. haha

Thanks to sharon also that she waited for me while i was warming up and we had a fun time holding onto each other while blading too.. Sharon me and ZH are road hoggers man lolx.

After blading we went to eat steamboat at Parkway.. Real yummy.. and i wanna go there again!!!!!

So full liao.. they wanted to go sy house to play mj.. i dunno how to play ma so i go home better.. hehe have fun peeps!!

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Thursday, April 07, 2005


i'm feeling miserable..

just let me whine...

everytime i tot i can do it but i can't..

i guess tts what happens when u really love someone...

*i miss him lots*

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Did anyone just see the channel 8 show that Joanna Peh is starring in? I think the show name is Life of a hope.

The blind little girl An An is so ke lian and independant..

and Joanna Peh's character is so lucky someone still love her so much despite of her illness..

life is so short and what am i still doing mopping around and being so pathetic.. i'll nv know when's the time something happens to me and my life may end just like tt.

Sometimes we will nv know what happens till we try.. If we are not ready for anything, we will nv be till we try and see how things works... rather den sitting down there mopping ard and waiting for the time to come..

I need to do something abt myself.. my mood now is very down i think due to some reasons which i dun wish to say. sighx

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Monday, April 04, 2005


I just want to say..

if i dun love u, i will not still be here waiting..

if i dun need u, i wun be looking for u whenever i am in need.

if i dun wanna be with u, i would be with someone else already.

if i dun wanna wait, i wun even be here for u anymore

if u are not impt to me, then nothing else in this world would be

no one has replaced u in my heart yet. maybe its coz i feel too strong.

i dunno if what i say will affect anything but its how i feel..

at times things i can't tell others and i can only blog my troubles out.

i am not like other gers who say they love their bf but in their hearts they think of other guys.

u know i'm not like tt.

yes u are my dearest love, Kenny

i may not be able to predict the future, i may not be able to promise much

but i do know tt as long as u are in my heart, i will love u truely and wholeheartedly.

*maybe i should not even be posting this at all, just ignore..*

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