Sat 23/04/2004: Let me see.. I went to CPF main office for a talk regarding SQA. Don't ask me what's that, as I don't even know it too. It was kind of fun actually, I get to meet a few of my friends that I did not see for a long time already. Ooh well den after that, dear send me to school. I was so tired I was like yawning all the time. Haha but I did managed to get what the teacher taught in the end.
I was so excited at the same time actually. I will be meeting my Poly friends at around 9pm to watch Dawn of the Dead. My god. I had the shock of my life. I took a long time to dress up. Making sure that my make up was perfect. I think I took like forever. I am late! Damn I quickly finish up and took a cab. Ooh well I was like so late that I told the uncle, " uncle I meeting my friends at Cineleisure to watch movie. I late already can u please drive faster?" I totally regret what I said. The uncle nearly killed me. He drove like no body's business. Speed and speed. Cut every single lane he can. Over take every single damn vehicle he could. Usually I think taking cab from Bishan to Orchard will cost me around $9 bucks or so but guess what! Uncle's speeding only cost me $5.50. Damn cool sia. Nonetheless, I appreciate what taxi uncle did. So sweet of him to care that I am late. It only took him 10 mins to reach there :P
The show is fucking gross. It is not scary. I watched it with my eyes opened all the time but have to say it was exciting. Shocked me a few times. Overall I would say if u like shocking movies, watch it. If not don't bother. It is just a better version of a previous movie shown known as 28 days later or something.
After the show, we went to find a place to talk cock singsong. Sharon, Siti and Adeline ordered some drinks that have alcohol in them. *gives the face Well they ask me to take a sip of some drink named, "Around the world" eww.. Taste like cough syrup. And I really meant I took a sip. Or maybe half a sip. Haha ooh well dear fetched me home. I am not drunk. I barely took anything though I have never actually drink anything alcoholic before.
Anyway Michelle, Yan and me will be going to orchard to buy bikini (not again right) on Tuesday. Can't wait to puke at the way I look. Think I will be getting a red halter neck one. I tried one on today. Red! And dear said it was nice as I am fair. He thinks I look good in it but I think not. I will only look good in it minus the fats in my arms and tummy. I am still chubby and I think I will remain that way forever.
These are the pics I took in my CPF uniform. In case I decide to resign at least I have some pictures to know how I look like in it. lol
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To anyway who knows a lady (let me rephrase:"a big fucking fat bitch") by the name of Helen Lee Suan Bee, You are a fucking slut. Please stay home and fuck your pathetic husband who only can tell me "I DUNNO". Yea you guys fucking dunno anything but only know how to complain with ur fucking hands. Think you guys can get me eh? Wan me to help your husband to claim insurance and yet when i ask for information, all i get from you is I DUNNO. PS i asked your shit husband when was his last date of employment. Its just fucking 2 months ago and with your old pathetic brain, you can't remember shit! maybe too much fats is clogged up there.
PS i know you guys will not understand what i meant here but hey! if u were to ask that bitch all she knows is I DUNNO and she expect me to know huh? Your husband or mine? puix!
I know i am no match to you. Tho i maybe chubby but ur size win me hands down. *imagines 2.5 Amelyn(s)* YUCK!
BITCH! I am those who always dislike people who insults fat people. but U are the exceptional one. The very few exceptional fat people in the world who disgrace fat people and make others feel sick.
hurhurhur so what if u read this now? whatcha gonna do abt it? Its my fucking blog and i can say whatever i like here! Come la cb! if wanna complain abt me what fucking facts u have. *I am still so lian right!* For all u know there might be many ladies by the name of Helen Lee Suan Bee. But you make every one with the same disgusting name of yours feeling sick. Grow up will ya?(i am still 20 *still so childish*) 30+ yr old hag. Need some make up tips from me? Try cutting ur fucking messy hair that makes u look like SIAO CHAR BOR aka mad bitch. BTW I do not want to ask u to lose weight or anything.. not that it will help.. but i will just bother abt myself first.
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The next day, which was Sunday, dear woke up early to pick movie and me to go shopping. We bought the tickets for The Passion of The Christ. The movie rocks. I cried duh. I always knew all about the story of Jesus being crucified but I have no idea how much pain he has suffered till I see it with my own eyes
Before that, dear dear and I went shopping. After much Hoo Ha from a lot of girls that the eyelash curler, from Shu Uemura, is very good so I bought one for myself. $23 damn bucks.
Btw the way, we went shopping at Far East plaza and we saw a bag that looks like a replica of the Hermes birkins jelly tote. Yea I love it. Dear said that it suits me a lot. Actually I don't want to buy one coz I still waiting for Sharon's mom to come back from shanghai to see if she can get me the LV cherry blossom Papillion. But den if dear want to buy for me of coz I like.
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Let me see what sort of funny stuff I can share with you guys. Ooh yea, on Good Friday, I went to Sentosa with Kenny. We went to Underwater world and also the Dolphin Lagoon. I have never seen pink dolphins before but deep in my heart they look pretty scary to me. Guess they are not the kind of pink that I am into. Ha Ha. Amazingly, we decided to go for a tan. I freaking stayed under the big bright sunny sun the whole time and guess what. I am still as fair. Freak man, I can say that I practically nearly used up the entire bottle of dark tanning lotion.
I am still so fucked up about myself as I am always thinking that others are always judging me on the way I look. Hey I may not be a model or anything but seriously what I want to do or wear is seriously none of anyone out there's freaking business (bad English here hehe). I get so freak out about such things that I seriously have not worn any sleeveless clothing my entire life. Until that very day! Thinking that I cannot be so suay to run into anyone that I know, I bought a new bikini a few days before my trip. Its bright orange to be exact, as it looks nice on my skin colour! Still deep inside me, although Kenny said he like the way I look (duh, his my boyfriend), I cannot help but feel paranoid that people are staring at me thinking that:
1) Hey her bikini is so fucking bright its hurting my eyes!
2) Her arms are fat, her tummy is too. What the hell is she doing here?! (Ok fuck whoever who thinks that way. I saw much worse shit there. Go comment on them first!)
3) Her boobs are so big she needs to get a bigger size bikini. (Ok fuck you. Sad to say in SG not very easy to find bikinis with very big cup size.)
Sorry to say, I am not advertising my boobs here ok. I am neither a bitch nor a slut. Ok fine! I do behave like a bitch at times. Haha but that's all for the sake of fun. Anyway what's so good with having big boobs? I am fat. Get the fuck out of my face.
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