I was so moody i din't have any mood to talk to anyone. Not even some people that i know. I stayed back till around 6.30pm. Sighx my day ended badly. As this is the first time I am posted there. Frankly speaking i do not really know who are the Senior executives (SE) and all. I may recognise their faces but i do not know who they are. My SE is a guy let's name him A. I don't really know what to call him so i just said "Hello! can u help me on this?" And to my horror, He said, "Why u call me hello? I got no name is it? U dunno my name meh?" I was like knn. At least i din call him "EH!" ok. Seriously even if he is the SE ard but SO? must he say that? I was quite taken aback by what he said. Seriously hurt my feelings. Maybe he is joking and i can't tell but it did affect me a lot. My whole day was spoiled with that sentence. I hope if he see this, he don't take it to heart by what i have said but that was really what i felt at that time.
After i finish everything, i called Kenny and ask him why he nv call me. Kenny is funny. Everytime i ask him soemthing serious, he will choose not to reply me thinking that without an answer he can get away without telling me. Right... Therefore i ask him a few times why. He reply me "Why must i call u?" win liao lo.. I so upset my whole face red and i ran to the toilet to cry. I just need my dear to be there for me to listen to me Very upset that i cannot help myself but cry. I tot if others treat me like that nm. Kenny dun can already. Somemore i was like so upset the whole day lo. We managed to talk thing thru afterwards and everything was ok already. As if my day cannot get worse. I was playing CS with my friends. A match to be exact. Half way thru, Whole of Bishan got blackout. NB! I was so pissed. Called empy to tell him i can't play and i found out that his area also blackout. Haha.. ooh well. To sum it all, my day sux! Hope it will be better tomorrow.
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Today i got my bday present from deardear! hehehehehe now my com is running in high speed with good graphics. Ooh so cool man.. Thanks dear u are the best. Next time cannot spend so much money on me ok? i will heart pain one le.. Anyway i also bought myself a new wireless key board and mouse.
Usually i go to computer shops, i see the price is at $169 like tt. It's like so expensive so i dun wanna get it. Hmm.. den i went to the Singtel Roadshow at Taka and there was an offer going on at $99 for it. With 5 yrs guarantee too! How lucky right? haha yea i love it. Can't wait to play all i wan! weee going to main office on the 29/06/2004. Wonder how would it be.
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I am back from Thailand; well it was an enjoyable trip I must say! I bought a lot of clothes. Let me fill you all in a little. Well just before my trip to Thailand, I went to Kenny's Police Academy Graduation. It was rather ok. Food was great and also I met a new of his friends. I feel that my boy has gone thru a lot during his training but I know that he is proud to be a policeman.
There is nothing more about it already. More on Thailand! Ok I have to confess. Ever since the trip back till now, I din wash any photos yet la! A few days more ok? Promise! When I free I go develop.
I went on the trip with Kenny, his parents, his sister and his uncle too. His dad paid for my airfares and food. Haha so nice of him. We stayed in the Novotel Hotel in Siam Square. It is quite a nice place to stay as once we step out of the entrance, its shopping paradise.
I visited one of the largest shopping centers I have ever been my whole life. It is named MBK. I don't know how to spell it in Thai la. It has seven stories filled with shops you can bargain all you want. I also have been to PatPhong. It is the night scene of Bangkok, with night bazaar and not to forget, girls or maybe she males dancing of poles in bars. I rather look at all the clothes and all than some one dressing so eee yerr… puix
I also bought a skirt with the Playboy rabbit printed all over. And most importantly, it is in pink! There was also a Christian Dior Watch that I like a LOT and I mean a lot ok. Here it is..
Well today is the dragon boat festival, yummy me got dumpling to eat. Will bring some down for Kenny tomorrow! I am so excited about my upcoming birthday party. I wonder what will it be like! Haha
I was talking to Sharon yesterday regarding about some girls who pisses me off. I hate girls who act all so shy and all its irritating the hell out of me. Hey no offence to shy girls ok. But den again I was wondering some of them are they really shy or just simply acting it out to the extend its so fake I want to slap their face. Do one thing paiseh here and there. Fuck it man. Paiseh one time I understand. But keep on repeating it is like hello? If you are not you are not lo dun need to act le! Maybe some of you do not know what I am actually talking about but Haha its ok. I was like telling Sharon thank god she is not like that! Want to do something den just do la! Knn drag things here and there but deep in the heart want to do it. This type of people really a waste of my time.
I also discuss with here about the way I dress. I like the way I dress. I like all my pink and cute stuff. I love girly stuff and I find that it is nothing wrong. My colleagues think that the stuff I owned are all so cute and pinky. Doesn't mean I dress this way means I am acting cute or what ok. I have a cute face and a bubbly character. I can't help it. I am the way I am. Even if my dressing is very sporting, I would still look so darn cute so quit insulting the way I dress. I can look cute in the way I dress but if its you, can u still bring that out? This kind of people, tsk tsk, jealous say la no need talk bad one lo. The worse kind is that they still can tell me that they look cute. Yea right whatever!
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Kenny's got a doggy.. Cavalier King Charles.. names Chester.. haha i sorta got the name for him... his so cute!
Here are some pics of Chester
Will be going to thailand with my dearest. Can't wait!
love u guys
miss me ok
will be planning my bday party when i am back
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Today my heart died on me. It just stopped. The whole day, all I look forward was after school when Kenny would be there to fetch me. I can finally get to see him and he promise to bring me out for dinner. I was so happy I was thinking about it all day.
My lesson is supposed to end at 10 pm. At about 9.45pm, I received a call from him to tell me that there was no car and he would be coming down soon. I was thinking, not again, always exactly 15 mins before my school end he will have some last minute changes and would still be at home. So I message him to say maybe he should not come. It’s troublesome. I do not know why I message him that but deep in my heart I really want to see him.
In case you guys do not know, I really love this guy a lot. Everything I do, I will include him in my life. For example my exams is coming next week and tomorrow which is Vesak day, I will plan my time to study with my friends so that I have sufficient time to accompany him too. I am crazy about him, I really am. Despite at first my parents did not like him to be a policeman, I did not care about every other thing and made my parents accept him for who he is and showed them how important he is to me.
All these just bring tears to my eyes. My life is like turning towards the time I and Paul broke up. Knowing that I have someone and yet feel like I have none seem to make me think if actually anyone appreciates me at all
Nothing can be even unluckier; my damn fare card has no value. I got to walk all the way home.
To my dearest: The day I stop crying for you, the day I stop scolding or caring, will be the day I stop loving you.
Maybe you do not know how much I love you or how important I am to you now but I am sure some day you will know.
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