This is a pic zhenhui took of me at TCC in cine.. i changed quite a bit eh.. all thanks to my new ugly haircut.. i hate it.. make my face so fat! i hate it!!! waiting for it to be longer again! In case you are thinking why my face so much fatter den the pic beside.. its the same la just tt when i dun smile the cheeks wun look so fat la! lolx :P
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I'm back FINALLY after so many weeks...
Everything is so hectic nowadays but yet i still feel bored.. ZzzZzzZZz
can't help it.. nothing interest me much nowadays..
OK! Finally i took my Basic Theory test lo
i better pass man...
AND THE REASON WHY I NV BLOG FOR SO LONG, is actually coz there is nth much to rant abt.. or tt i am just plain LAZY haha
ok nowadays i realised that my friends.. a few of them have been taking me for granted man.. BIG TIME.. argh i hate tt feeling..
and to those friends of mine who you think you are the ones i am refering to.. YES IT MAYBE YOU.
god.. what is it with people nowadays.. argh.. I care a lot and i am there if u need me, and this is what i get huh..
All the lies, the excuses, the shit i have to tahan.. NTH TO SAY.
ok actually i have more to talk abt but i am getting lazy again.. will inform ya all laterx~ ok maybe much later :P
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dun think any words can describe how i feel now.
i wish i can blog it out but i can't
i do not wish to appear pathetic.
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ans: everything.
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frankly speaking, my love life is not the only thing tt is tearing my heart into pieces.. I have other things troubling me too but it just seems that kenny is most impt in my life. I try not to rant about other things and concentrate on my boy coz i am really serious about him. He often tell me to go find my true love.. yes i found it.. he is my true love.. but it's just that i am not his..
I have to handle my emotions and yet i have other things slap right in my face that i have to handle.. At times i cry but i know the other hurtful things cannot hurt me more den knowing he does not love me anymore.
i know i should not show him how hurt i am.. there's nothing he can do anyway.. i also cannot force him to love me.. i really wish i can do something to salvage our relationship..
Today i just got to talk to a guy friend.. His only 22, same as me.. and his already telling me his not young anymore and needs to find a partner soon! how much longer can he wait to search for the right one? haha when i saw tt coming from him i laughed.. not all guys think tt way i guess...
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